in new york
people live vertically
but walk horizontally
there are so many of them
colliding there
that there is anonymity
in numbers
as you walk through the crowds on the street
you hear
“is it normal to have such a screwed up mother?”
“my psychiatrist says I need different medication”
“i am SO angry about it”
“i am really pissed off”
“my diagnosis is ptsd…..”
“if i can bring my counts under 40, my hiv will controllable for life”
in new york
since you know so many people are listening
who you will never meet
you don’t really care
you can say loudly
on the street
what other people whisper
in private
in a corner
that is not in new york